McFatty

So, I got on my scale this morning... one week since I have been serious doing this diet thing. I stepped on and ahhh... 5 lbs less... couldn't believe it. Stepped back on... only down 2. uh? step on again... gained 3! effing scale is screwing with me. I got in the shower and then decided to try it again. I noticed that there was a crack in the plastic on the front side... seriously? I knew I was overweight, Mr. Scale, but that is just rude. So I tried again placing my feet in 3 different places. There was a variation of 8 lbs depending on where I put my feet. Great way to start the day. So, I will be heading out in a bit to get a new scale. Anyone have any recommendations?

I did pretty good eating this week. Saturday night was not great when we had some friends over to cook out and they brought potato casserole, pasta and pineapple parrot bay rum. I didn't exercise so that is one of my goals for this week. I guess I will have to see what I weigh on Wed. here at work.

Things I am SO done with:

- the ring my pants leave around my stomach when I take them off at night
- my belly that my 3 year old thinks is great to make jiggle.
- praying that my pants will button in the morning
- having to unbutton them half way through the day
- waking up in the morning and running my hand down my stomach hoping it has gone down.
- every moment being consumed with what I have eaten and what I am going to eat.


This week is going to be better... some of the cravings are starting to subside... I don't really mind grabbing some carrots instead of animal crackers to snack on. This has to become a way of life.